...and see my world fall. My feet will still find a way.
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Forgive me for my tardiness. March 22nd will not be a long enough time for me to gain the funds I need to purchase the tablet. It'll be the 19th of April instead. There are a few reasons for this, and most of it comes from moving expenses. Thankfully, working at the DI has it's Perks. I got a Futon for $16. Works without a hitch. The other thing is family related.

Yeah, as soon as I get payed back, I'll be a rich man for sure. Seriously.

Debt sure sucks. It's not a situation I want to be in, and so I can't bear to see people in that situation. Unfortunately, I can't just make it go away, I can only help a bit. I can't lend more than I need to sustain myself. I have my own goals and dreams, but compared to the needs of others, they are nothing.

but hey, I'm the kinda guy that saves his money, cause he's really got nothin' to buy. So why not help a friend out? (Seriously, I don't understand spontaneous shoppers. At least The ones I lend to have learned their lesson)

Speaking of friends... I've met a girl. A special Girl. And for whatever reason I lock up and just sit there when ever she is around. And the whole time I have 2 thoughts. 'You should say something', and 'Don't say anything stupid'. And so... I just end up sitting there with a dumb smile on my face. And occasionally, I'll say something stupid anyway. Something like 'So! Do you want to be in a relationship with me?'

At least I was forward, right? ...she turned me down.

But hey! I know myself! It's something I can break, so I'm not worried! I'd only be worried if I couldn't change, but I have to if I'm ever to become a Butterfly!

In other news, I've lost my pride. Mind telling me if you see it? Thanks.